It is the last day of  October. November is one  of the hardest months for me. It is the last time that I saw Ricky- thanksgiving in Nov 1997. We spent the week together, talked and laughed. Rick took his brothers to go get ice cream. I took all of them to Atlanta to one of my favorite places that costs very little money - to the Fernbank Science Museum and Planetarium. I thought everyone would like the indoor planetarium show (I love it!) Mike was too wiggly and restless, so i took him out to walk in the museums woods. In not too long Erin and Matt came out too. I began to wonder about Rick and Sam...When it was time, we all walked to meet them coming out of the arena. We waited till every straggler came out......then I went in to find Rick and Sam sound asleep. what a successful outing!!! It is good to remember the silly and funny things.